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I Prayed and Prayed and Begged and Complained

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By Beckie Dragon

I’ve never really trusted God’s timing.

Somewhere deep down, I believed that if I just begged hard enough, long enough, He’d eventually see things my way. I know that sounds terrible—but it wasn’t a conscious belief. It was just how I lived.

All I ever really wanted was to get married and have a family.
I prayed. I begged. I complained.
Over and over again.

I went to college—didn’t find him there.
I served a mission—came home thinking, Surely it’s time now. Still no.
I went to dance after dance, showing up, doing my part, trying to be in the right place at the right time.

I worked on myself. I spent time with my sisters and their families, thinking I was being prepared to become a good mom. I practically was a second mom to their kids. I imagined the man I would marry, what he’d be like. I could see him so clearly.

Never in a million years did I think I’d be 31 before I finally found Mr. Right.
And the crazy part? It had nothing to do with all the things I did.
It was simply God’s timing.

Then came the dream of gaining custody of my husband’s children and blending our family. We set a goal. Made a plan. Prayed sincerely—asking if it was aligned with His will. We hired an attorney and went to work.

We followed promptings—do this, try that—and still… time dragged on.
We prayed. We begged. We complained. Again.

Why wasn’t He answering?

I never would’ve guessed it would take nearly ten years just to gain custody of two of the four children. But again—it all came down to timing.
The right timing.

Then came our dream of building a successful business.
We tried everything—joined groups, attended trainings, sharpened our skills, grew our minds. We worked hard.
And still… nothing felt like the thing.

We prayed. We begged. We complained.
Didn’t He hear us?

Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine it would take sixteen years to finally find Mindset Mastery—and discover that there are actual laws that govern the universe.

Do you see the pattern?

Looking back now, I realize I was stuck in a cycle. And maybe—just maybe—that’s the Law of Rhythm in action. That law doesn’t just apply to the highs; it can work in the lows, too—especially when you’re not looking for evidence that something better is coming.

And of course, let’s not ignore the Law of Vibration—I’m guessing you saw that one right away. It's crystal clear now.

But here’s the shift: now I have the tools.
I understand the principles. I know the laws.
And they will ensure my success.

I’m learning to surrender—to really surrender—to God.
To be still. To trust.

Now, when I face a choice, I know I can choose to believe.
I know God is in charge.
I know everything is unfolding exactly as it should.

I don’t need to force things into my timing.
That only slows the process down.

Now I understand what real faith looks like:

Seeing what I want with expectancy and a grateful heart.

And this story?
It’s not over yet.

I’m still dreaming—of building a thriving business, creating financial freedom, and helping others improve their health in Mind, Body, Family, Society, and Finances. That seed is planted. And every day, I’m doing my best to keep my vibration high, my perspective clear, and my heart open.

Because of the Laws of Relativity and Polarity, I can stay focused on what I do want.
And I trust it will come—
when the time is right, and when it’s best for me.

And that…
That’s the Law of Gestation.

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